Friday, January 16, 2009

Do you know what sucks the most?

I didn't even prepare myself for this possibility. I was looking forward to this appointment since I scheduled it 2 months ago. Counting down the days to hear that heartbeat. I could hardly sleep last night because I couldn't wait to wake up and get to my appointment and hear that beautiful sound. I didn't even consider the possibility that I wouldn't. I had no bleeding and nothing out of the ordinary. The only thing I can think of is a fleeting thought in the past week that when I was pregnant with Andrew it felt different. I don't know how to describe it, other than it felt different.

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In other news, we just checked into our hotel in Milwaukee. It's very nice! It has a kitchenette. I can't say we've ever stayed in a hotel with a fridge, microwave, dishwasher, and stovetop with not just one, but TWO burners! Honestly, who do they think they're kidding...we forgot the Stovetop stuffing and mashed potatoes, I guess! ;) Seriously though, this would be a nice place to stay if you were here on business for a few days or a week.

We don't fly out until 1:00 tomorrow, so we have time to enjoy the continental breakfast and laze around a little. The shuttle is taking us to the aeropuerto at 10:55. Don't ask why I threw in some Spanish there. Heh.

Oh, and my brother-in-law took his family to Mexico this week and today was the first day they saw the sun since Monday! They had a day-and-a-half of rain, and then clouds. He said we'll probably have nicer weather in Florida!

LOL, my hubby just said, "We're in one of the ghettoest cities in the country right now". No gunshots yet, so I think we're good.

Andrew is walking around the room like he's King. He sat on the couch, he inspected the bathroom, and is just basically exploring. How cute!

4 comments:

Cate said...

I hope you enjoy your trip in spite of the horrible news today brought. You are in my thoughts and prayers honey. Let me know if there is anything I can do for you.

Sarah said...

aww Sarah. ((((((((hugs))))))) I am so sorry to hear about this and how you are feeling. Hope you can still make the most of your trip.

The problem with trying to be prepared for something like this to happen..... is you can really freak yourself out. Doubtfully many woman can find that perfect balance between "I am so excited, we are having a baby" and "something could go wrong". I surely cant!

You guys have all my hugs and prayers.

the mol said...

Have a good time on your trip. I'm SO sorry to hear about your loss.

Perhaps they will think twice at the doc's office before treating anyone else like a worrywart again.

nancy said...

~hugs~

Hey - nothing wrong with the ghetto!