Sunday, March 1, 2009

A little bit sad...

I would have been 18 weeks today, and I woke up this morning realizing that. In the next 2 weeks I would have had my big ultrasound. I would have a nice-sized belly by now. It's so hard to think about, and now my hubby is in the camp that he doesn't want anymore kids ever. It's a little bit more than I can chew. If this baby had kept growing, then we'd have a sibling for Andrew, and he was okay with that. I am so happy with just having Andrew; I just keep thinking about what could have been.

3 comments:

Caroline said...

*big hugs*

Jewels said...

I sometimes think the pain of loss becomes more painful over time than it does initially when it happens.
I'm so sorry hun. ((((hugs))))

April said...

I'm so sorry for what you had to go through. Hugs to you!