Do you know what sucks the most?

I didn't even prepare myself for this possibility. I was looking forward to this appointment since I scheduled it 2 months ago. Counting down the days to hear that heartbeat. I could hardly sleep last night because I couldn't wait to wake up and get to my appointment and hear that beautiful sound. I didn't even consider the possibility that I wouldn't. I had no bleeding and nothing out of the ordinary. The only thing I can think of is a fleeting thought in the past week that when I was pregnant with Andrew it felt different. I don't know how to describe it, other than it felt different.

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In other news, we just checked into our hotel in Milwaukee. It's very nice! It has a kitchenette. I can't say we've ever stayed in a hotel with a fridge, microwave, dishwasher, and stovetop with not just one, but TWO burners! Honestly, who do they think they're kidding...we forgot the Stovetop stuffing and mashed potatoes, I guess! ;) Seriously though, this would be a nice place to stay if you were here on business for a few days or a week.

We don't fly out until 1:00 tomorrow, so we have time to enjoy the continental breakfast and laze around a little. The shuttle is taking us to the aeropuerto at 10:55. Don't ask why I threw in some Spanish there. Heh.

Oh, and my brother-in-law took his family to Mexico this week and today was the first day they saw the sun since Monday! They had a day-and-a-half of rain, and then clouds. He said we'll probably have nicer weather in Florida!

LOL, my hubby just said, "We're in one of the ghettoest cities in the country right now". No gunshots yet, so I think we're good.

Andrew is walking around the room like he's King. He sat on the couch, he inspected the bathroom, and is just basically exploring. How cute!